Thursday, June 30, 2011

Losing The Song With The High Ceiling

losing the song with the high ceiling
it seems I wept in gold
where living among the roses

turned to thorns as

swindlers drained all colors from the sky
and called it better

when bees left the honey sun,

crumbling behind them.

how could the clouds so commandeered

be born at sunset anymore
splashed to a free-born rose

tuned to a flaking ember?

no one knows where to live now.
or who could anchor the flowers,


that could not sing; dominions where people
stared at the mire as my quartz pockets,

rainbow-filled turn inside-out to snow

and disappear-

I'm counting the rings on the Tree of Heaven

and not expecting anyone to pity
the least of my sistine tears.

but you won't ever find me

from the mauve mauve music so impugned-
I'm holed up in the bailed out of sanctuaries
clutching the eiderdown dream that barely fits:
the tiniest nesting doll in God's pearl-perfect


under the rose windows, contemplating
humming little tunes that might seep through

if I knew how.

oh sky.
from all the shadows left to you
and all your frozen chandeliers-

find the one small weeping star

homesick for Light-

and I will follow it-

mary angela douglas 30 june 2011

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Monograph For Juliet in Rose

the rose-red sash at sunset
at your window
is glazing now with rain

that will not be remembered
by the leaves that rush
from summer's trees in

this bright wind
that will not be remembered by
the birds that fly

enspiralled in the clouds
that will not be remembered
by the moon

that fades so softly in and out
reweaving each pearl drop of light
into the event or its reflection-

into a long-lost caligraphy that
you can't read
into the dream that you will dream

that's not the color you'll intend
when you lean out too far
from any stage devised or

set-piece memorized
for anyone to take hold-
but, for the moment,

glad to be
by every fresh wind blown
and hearing a voice, almost your

own and longing to declaim it-
unscripted as the high rose mind of God-
until small tears begin to show

on the paper lilies held by your bent hands
you want to disappear in the sainted word
you can't pronounce you find

there's nothing you can say when
looking upwards at the stars;
you're reinserted in the slots of

the toy paper balcony next to
the cake with pink roses on it
for the cardboard matinee-

the one where the dolls just sit there-

mary angela douglas 22 june 2011

Friday, June 17, 2011

Contest Awards And Guidelines All Explained

the henchmen came for Poetry in the end
to nab it in a cherry-colored dishcloth
but Poetry was non-compliant, a capella
laughing from the silver rafters;

 Firebird-flowing into every quadrant left
by the builders, frightened from the site
by the same old bullies who

showed up yesterday
the ones to decide, from year to year, the same,
if birds may sing
the songs they would sing anyway...

on a partyless planet,
imagine that.

and here's their process and the
cutting room floor and
here's the closeup of them:

stomping to glittering mica-smithereens
behind the doors of faux deliberation:
the cherry colored mandolin-
that kept on chirping.

ah, Poetry fluffed its sparkling feathers
far above the Zdhanov reborn guidelines of the
world-wide raffles:

unmindful of the spaghetti dinners, garlic bread
butter-soaked and the Bingo callers calling everywhere
the pre-arranged numbers by the coffee can

Christmas confetti candles you always wanted to buy
for the whole Family...
oh tell me why you have it in your grasp to grasp

the poem by the throat and shake out its diamonds
and then slit its throat in copy machine 
triplicate, triplicate triplicate...
after asking God to leave the room.

"Beauty, Truth and Goodness, still" an unawarded someone
whispered from the wings unto a final radiance
 still unpublished...

ah then I am not 
that paper boat floating in a green tributary about to be
choked off and clouded over, was muttered at the afternoon mail

what does Poetry itself need
with the long-stemmed roses and the
name in lights; it's

the Phoenix-Light-Itself, so stand-alone-
no matter how many contests strangle it-

mary angela douglas 17 june 2011;11 december 2014

Touring Angels

fairytale bread was scattered the
birds did not eat;
the knights of the small hills

were locked in battle-

but here the shired wind sighs
the songs my mother taught me through

an open screen door-

cornbread and strawberries are whipped creamed and
the diamond spindles cut, as in former days,

the naive princess-

in odd etchings,
beautiful as still-

whole kingdoms shine entire...

yet all my towers face the other way

on leafmeal, cooler afternoons
when a gaggle of stars

drifts by and the goose girl

(with her jewels sewn into her for

follows after them, in tears...

these are the things I tell myself

when God may be listening for
the shimmering years recounted,

in rosepetaled spelling blown

and every wish as sunbright, honeysuckle clear
as bacon and eggs at home grape

jelly scraped on toast that

later will seem so
high meringued-miraculous indeed

exquisitely hinged as a raspberry summer

suddenly frozen ruby solid

oh guard with your eyes the scarlet

poinsettia on the piano from unstoried vandals-
the scarlet music

wrap it in golden foil

like a color you can use again
if you need to.

you will need to

you will need your
cottonwool dream wadded

in a silver keepsake box

in the back of the third
dresser drawer-

the crystal perfume stopper

and the opal-inlaid screen
of your best mind

on the day that touring angels

just drop by
unrolling the fairytale screed

you can't ignore.

oh step from the doorstep looking back
at what you cannot find

you who always knew how the best

of stories must begin
will know it now,


mary angela douglas 17 june 2011

Recorriendo Los Angeles

el pan de cuento de hadas se dispenso
que los aves no comen
los caballeros de las colinas pequenos
se encuentra atrepado en luchas

pero aqui canta el viento del condado-

las canciones que mi madre me ensena
a traves de una pantalla abierta-

pan de maiz y fresas

con crema batida son...y
cortan los ejes de diamente
como en dias pasados

la princesa ingenua en aguafuertes impares,

hermosa como sigue.
reinos enteros brillan...

pero todos mis torres hacen frente

a la otra manera
en las tardes mas frescas de


cuando se aleje un monton de estrellas

cerca de mi
y la dama de ganso (con sus joyas
cosido en ella para mayor seguridad)-

sigue despues de ellos, en lagrimas-

estas son las cosas que me digo a mi mismo-

cuando Dios podria estar escuchando
para los anos reluciantes relatado.
en petalos de rosa otografia saltado

y cada deseo como sol brillante,

madreselva claro
como bacon y huevos en casa-

jalea de uva raspado en pan tostado

que mas tarde le parecera tanto
de hecho milagroso como alta merengue

de verdad-

exquisitamente articulado como

un verano de frambuesa-
repentinamente congelado rubi solido
durante la noche por razon de los angeles
de invierno.
asi es.

o guarde con los ojos el Poinsetta

escarlata en el piano de los
vandoles, sin historias-

la musica escarlata

lo envuelve en papel de oro como
un color que puede utilizar de nuevo
si necesita.

se necesita.

Usted necesitara su algodon
hidofilo sueno
arrugada en una caja de recuerdos

de plata-

en el fondo del cajon tercero del aparador-
el tapon de cristal
de su perfume

y las incrustaciones opalinas

de su mente mayor-
en el dia que recorre los angeles-
acabo de entrar

desenrollados el cuento de hadas

que no puede ignorar...
o pasa Ud. de la puerta-

mirando hacia atras

a lo que usted no puede encontrar-

Ud. que siempre supiste

la mejor de las historias
como deben comenzar

ahora sabrala para siempre-

mary angela douglas 3 august 2011
( Spanish translation of original in English)