Wednesday, April 17, 2013

I've Looked Through Every Part Of The Castle, The Princess Sighed

[to Carl Sandburg, Walter De La Mare, Charles Dickens, and Christopher Morley]*

I’ve looked through every part of the castle,

the princess sighed,
for the storybook I left behind.
the one that rustled like the leaves whenever it rained.
the one where the sun melted, butter-fresh, on every page
churning gold to gold untold.whenever you read

to yourself, alone.


I’m telling it my way dear she said to her younger sister.

oh Alicia be good and keep the magic fishbone close at hand for the future you can’t see yet,
whispered the illuminations.

dressed in peach silk sunbursts godmother arrives

at the exact moment you are disheartened
and the sun dress with pockets turns to
starlight over the prairies;
the dish of raspberries smiles through the cream.
drink it all up! there’s the family crest.
what is a family crest? the baby wondered,
staring at the china
botton of the bowl-

wanting more, but not yet saying specifically:

storybooks cocoa and animal crackers or
fleur -  fleur di lis! (how could she?)

at the brink, there’s the queen

sewing sensibly by a green window
or is it that the green comes all indoors

whenever you start to murmur about the waterfall

you tamed in the living room last summer
when the music came through
and we were done with board games and dancing?
it’s so refreshingly refreshing why did they leave
mused  the dog with the silver paws

in charge of rumination and the butternut shadows.


there’s the lemonade springs, the bluebirds scattered 

throughout oh please
stay on that page my sister whispered, where the candy 

canes grow on trees

or the clouds turn to cream puffs over the village and the 
stewpot keeps on (turn the page, the fairies chimed)
bubbling all winter long, even when we can’t find work;indeed, 
dear God, we find other things.

mary angela douglas 16, 17 april 2013


*respectively: for that story about cream puffs,  for the 

poem called Silver, for Alicia and the Magic Fishbone, (and
her brothers and sisters), for Christopher Morley for his
poem about a favorite childhood snack.

Tuesday, April 09, 2013

Jane Eyre

[to Charlotte Bronte]

Dove grey is the unfolding sky
above the lucid dreaming of her soul
shaken awake at midnight
the last one in the household
left to show

there is no love without truth.
stern conscience holds the lantern in the rain
and all she sees is God through torrents through disdain
through all the village begging bread
from bakers who won’t understand
she is the soul’s white flame
and not derelict.
once she was walking down a dreary road
that blossomed full of  summer…
once she was painting ships without a rudder
in a green and icy sea
somehow still at liberty in the austere extravagant imagination-
but not, but not yet free.

ah now, Lord Jesus, come and see
the frail figure lashed to the landscape
seeking home in the wilderness;
in Thee.
mary angela douglas 9 april 2013