Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Homage To The Disappearing

this is my homage to the disappearing-
copper shone, pennies! between the cracks
in old houses,the ones at the back

of old parks of the ancien regime where the carriages roll up
to the screen door so the princess won't drown her silk slippers
or where you go to draw up to the fire in a chintz chair

and can't find the host
in well constructed novels
just the parlour maid (who's nice enough to you)

after coming in from torrential rains 
as your best ghost
in your best bonnet;

pity, the dripping roses on it.
this is for when you are tired of explaining 
in fruitcake interviews heavy as lead

well,what would you do in five years...
said the head of HR:
put the coffee on to perk?

we can't have tears at work,,,
and that's how you filter out the jerks

and you're in a mood, after cappachino
which no one drinks anymore; (who cares, you do,)
to fancy finding the crystal shoes

all on your own

stashed behind a twinkling rose bush
and not telling anyone.it's YOU WHO'S CINDERELLA
contrary, they will say as you slip away

without walking through
the door not opened for you
but slammed so that the cages rattle

as "not a good fit;so sorry for it"
drifts under the door in the voices
of Heckle and Jeckyll

don't call us;we won't call you...

"obstinate as that girl in the red shoes
who danced herself to bits
in some versions..."

[insert a duet of eyerolls here]

but you're all out of view and in the clear
a bit on the distaff, don't make me laugh,
who knew

and learn to make do in treehouses
washing your ballgowns out in the creek
in another land, in your spangly spangles

no longer on hand

for  last minute duties in the file room
while the phones are buzzing on every line
and you can't there every time

at the opposite end of a very long mine

and the mail is due, says Captain Hook
to go out now before you're cooked
haha. imagine on a Monday

where DID you put that file?
I'm sorry to report we've lost the whole kit and caboddle..
so there goes your last doodle on the messages while you

were out pad

as you float off in the afternoon
with your cardboard box of knicknacks, vending machine snacks
to the train or the bus

and rush to consume your heated up porridge
at least, you think it's yours
and then three bears show up

with an eviction notice
quite grumpy from their idyllic walk
all over their 1 million acre estate and

listless from berry picking, just full of complaints.
AND HONGRY...
  then you wake up in Heaven: no longer temporary.

mary angela douglas 30, 31 may 2018