sometimes I feel in reading old poetry
I marvel that language could become
flowers falling from the trees of once upon
heaped up before us on the sidewalks
or translated into chimes
the nightingale's persistence through Time
melodious
in a tidebourne wonderment
colours in breathtaking subtleties
music that when played again
finds no present glorified magnified echo
than what we whisper inside
because beauty now like some badly bartered bride
had been utterly revised, disguised
traded in for utility and self acclaim.
for the new new wave
that drowns us with the mermaids;
for the minimal, for the diminished Rose to rose
or who knows. leveraged to never say the rosenames again
or be laughed off the stage by insipid rage
for Poetry turned into prose has become the game
drawing a bead on the headlines
leaving all harps behind
to weep alone and bear their harmonic sympathies
to be
rife with disgraced lyricism and the sentimental
tone on tone irreplaceable. yet here we are
our wandering stars wandering farther away because
beauty loved for its own sake tramples now
they say the forward thinking buzzards
on the social laws, cold justice.
so I play the old scores
on my fretted Soul
knowing this alone is merciful
I murmur them upon departing winds
and feel such a yearning toward then
when poetry was holy and ever like a Grail
I think of the dear names of those who lived and failed for it
and I see in what was written flame on flame
a language forever elegiac
and stunning in its affect
embroidered with the sun
the solicitude of evenings
where the Soul could breathe
where God was not deserted by
some alien decree
and each poem rose and set
on its own impeccable axis
brimful with Grace we could not forget
now we the throwback vagrants
observe observe
the derelict ruins
the tit for tat
the incessant blowback
has damaged the fleeced skies
we once named the Heavens
now language from some bewildering ditch
like an evil witch thrives
turning the swans
into merely an ecosystem's tribe.
what hell we have made of that Eden
dulling even the bread and butter days
where the butter shone like gold
mary angela douglas 4 december 2022;6 february 2023
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